Sunday, April 26, 2009

Truth in Love

in whatever form it may appear into my life, i will gladly accept it. for only in having it shall i feel the most genuine truth in love.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

One Over the Other

It will be my youngest sibling's birthday on 25 April. She's been asking for a gift. Money to be specific because she's planning to buy a new mobile phone.

I'd like to give her as much as I can. But I am limited. And my limitations unable me to provide her wants. I might not even be able to give her a single penny on her special day.

Why?

Because I don't have money. And if in case, I'd have money on her birthday, I don't have plans of giving her. I am saving everything for my other sibling whom I've been financing. Yes, I am financing my brother's school and training.

But if I'd get extra, I won't hesitate to share the blessings to our youngest.

Selfish, yes.

But it hurts a lot to be one. Knowing, you can't afford to set aside my brother over my sister's birthday wish.

Perhaps, I am not a good sibling.

Sad?

Yes.

It's hard to say NO to someone whom you consider so special.